"HAVE IT MY WAY"

INFINITE SPIRIT OF DISGUISE

The face of my real agony
lies behind the eyes of those who seek
Scattered beneath the cries of those who weep
My sadness is forsaken
Left unseen, unspoken, untrue, unknown...
My sorrow is hidden in the depths of my cheers
The reasons for my tears are so-called inocent
The one's responsible for my weary heart
are not aware that they're killing me
But despite all of these, my laughter and smile
Covers my tears, hides my fears...
Will this be the reason for me to be hated?
I'm worthy of someone's respect...
I'm worthy of someone's love..
No one could see this
Because they're not seeking for the truth,
They're just contented
With my infinite spirit of disguise..


MISS SELF DESTRUCT

I am the voice inside your head
I am the hate you try to hide
I am denial guilt and fear
I am the prayers of the naive
I am the lie that you believe
I am the needle in your vein
I am the high you can't sustain
I am the pusher I'm a whore
I am the need in you for more
I am the bullet in the gun
I am the truth from which you run
I am the silencing machine
I am the end of all your dreams
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
I’m Ms. Self Destruct


THE PERSON IN ME

There’s something in me
I wasn’t able to see...
I tried to look for
But I lost myself more...
Someone let me find
What is real and unkind...
But it made me more insecure
Of my feelings that were unsure...
But there came a time
When I found my rhyme...
And I was able to see
This hidden person in me...